10 Things, She Overthinks Everyday !!

Her childhood memories comprise  of  mixing pencils shaving in milk and waiting for the eraser to come out, or burring a flower in mud and waiting for  lots of flower to bloom next day, or the moment she lies her nose will grow bigger like Pinocchio!

Those were so tense moment for a child,though result was obviously no,but that didn't hurt her very low. Today as a young women, when she see her life, it's as per her desire, maximum results are yes, still she is more tensed.

She always wished for a caring hubby, kids, job, everything .She has all, still she feels kind of emptiness.

People say she overthinks, does she? Why she cannot help it.

Here are  her share of things which always battle in her mind

1. She was kind of organised person, she loved to see everything at their right place. Later on when  she was occupied with kids and job, she couldn't help it as she didn't have time or energy for doing these thing. Sometimes, she use to overstretch herself which only created physical and mental exhaustion. For a while it looks good but at the moment they play all the same. She always had an argument with her maid, her hubby and whoever is with her on this matter.          Finally, she thought it's better to give up this thing or she will be the most disliked person in her home. It was tough, but she gave up.                                                                                
2. Over the time she felt, she is apologizing too much for everything and anything. She always try to smooth over rough patches before it becomes potholes. In this process she never realized, it's causing her more grief than it's worth. She always thinks she is not a good wife anymore. In the journey of being a good mother a good employee, wife became a less important role. She do care and she wants him to know, she loves him more than anything for being there for her. It's not like she does not care for him anymore rather she adores him more for being a support system for her.                                         
3. She is always in search of second, third and many more opinion. Sometime, she looses her confidence and the feeling of taking responsibility becomes terrible for her.                                
4. She is in a party. Everybody is enjoying food and she is thinking, oh! wish they would have served daal roti instead of Garlic naan and butter chicken, an extra calorie means an extra round of park. Looking fit wala pressure before her and her friend pressure sometimes take the food out of her mouth.                                                                                                                               
5. At night she always dream of next day schedule. What to cook, how to look, whom to meet, list of groceries to buy while coming back home, school meeting, exams and many more. She don't know when she sleeps.                                                                                                                                        
6.  Thinking about future, she forget to enjoy her present.No body knows future but she cannot help herself from being futuristic.                                                                                                                                                                      
7. Phone is one thing, she always wish to ring on time. They give her so much relief that everything is all right.Phone, oh! she adore it more than not more than but no less than her family. This is one way of happiness. It makes her connected with her family by reminding birthday anniversary so  she does not miss one.she really love online shopping website  which is a real khusiyon ki guarantee .Its difficult to make everyone happy but to some one can make happy buying surprise gifts and many more.                                                                                                          
8. Bullies is one thing she always face off.It's part and parcel of life.She get her share for being hard and selfish.If ever her child get bad grades or fall ill or anything than she had lots of incoming,from  irresponsible to carefree to selfish and yaa the one naukri wali mummy.Father is never blamed , she is given a C grade on every parameter no matter how hard she try.                                                                            
9. Motherhood made her more open and now she discuss her problem openly in search of solution. She don't look for sympathy or your concern but soltution. Though how hard she try ,there are critics on her way.                                                                                                                                               
10. Appreciation and Love is only thing she desire.Rest she will solve in a blink of an eye. She want to be cheered like a football player who put all his effort to make a goal. Her life is also like a football match ,where she wanna score maximum goals.

Who is she?
She is one who brought you in this world. A restless mother,a lover,a wife,a daughter ,a next door girl.
Respect her,love her,b kind and bb patien to her ,now you know that what she goes through to make your everyday special.